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Yeah, I m really not, he said, deciding to use their exhaustion as an excuse to hold
her.
He laid down on his side behind her, loving the fact that she shifted forward to make
room for him, and curled his body around hers, promising his needy cock a cold shower
if it misbehaved and gave him away.
You really are, she said she placed her arm over his rested over her side and began
absently tracing shapes on his arm.
I m really not.
Would you like to place a bet on this? she asked with a sleepy little sigh as she
settled back against him, putting his ability to control his cock to the test.
Sure.
Loser buys dinner?
Sure, he said as he struggled to stay awake.
When she didn t answer, he stopped fighting and let his eyes close as he told himself
that this was enough. He wished he could believe that, but he didn t. It would never
be enough until she was his, but every day, about a thousand times a day, he told
himself this lie, hoping that it would help him get through one more day.
But in the back of his mind, he knew that it would never be enough.
He wasn t sure that he could keep bullshitting himself for much longer. God, he loved
her, he thought as he tried to ignore the ache in his chest and gave in to the need to
press a kiss against the back of her neck. When she settled back against him so that
there was no space between them, he nearly groaned.
Goodnight, he whispered, closing his eyes as he promised himself that one day
things would change.
Part IV
An R.L. Mathewson Chronicle
Do not push back. Do not push back. Do not push back. Do not push back, Marybeth
told herself as her fingers dug into the couch cushion beneath her while she struggled
to ignore the incredibly large, hard erection that brushed against her bottom anytime
Darrin shifted.
Which was a lot.
God, he felt so good, too damn good.
No, this was wrong. It could never happen, because he was her best friend and
deserved better than to be stuck with a woman that couldn t give him& give
him& .umm& oh, God, that felt good, she thought, biting back a moan of pleasure as
that freakishly large erection pushing against Darrin s zipper brushed up against her
bottom again.
She should get up and return to her own apartment, she told herself, but for some
reason she didn t move. Maybe she was a masochist? she wondered as Darrin shifted
in his sleep again, making her gasp as she reminded herself how wrong this was.
He was her best friend.
He wanted a family.
He deserved to be a father.
He deserved-
To cup her boob and pull her flush against him. He groaned in his sleep softly as he
shifted, rubbing that erection that she was desperately trying to pretend was a
flashlight against her bottom caressed her, making her nipples harden and making it
even more difficult for her to do the right thing. She needed to get up and get out of
here before they did something that they were going to regret.
Okay, so she might not regret it immediately, especially since she d fantasized about
him making love to her for as long as she could remember. He d been her first crush,
the first man that she d ever fallen in love with and most likely would be the only man
that she ever loved.
She just couldn t do this to him, to make him think that they had a future when she
knew that she couldn t give him the kind of future that he deserved. She had to do the
right thing. She was going to get up, walk back to her apartment and take a very long
and very cold shower and if that didn t work, she was going to head into work early
and lose herself in her work.
That was the best plan.
Or at least it would have been if Darrin hadn t pulled her even closer and palmed her
breast in a way that made it difficult to take her next breath, never mind get up.
Marybeth, he groaned in his sleep as he kneaded her breast and ground his erection,
that she could swear had actually gotten bigger in the last few seconds, against her
bottom.
Okay, that was it.
It was definitely time to put an end to this before-
He kissed the back of her neck, making her shiver with desire as his hand abandoned
her breast and slid down her stomach and-
Oh, God, she gasped, unable to take it any longer.
Telling herself that this was for the best, she went to sit up, but somehow found
herself turning around and facing Darrin, who used her new position to place her on
her back and settle between her legs as he continued his sensual assault.
She wrapped her arms around him, closed her eyes and tilted her head back, took a
deep breath and decided to end this here and now before things got out of hand.
Darrin, stop.
Part V
Darrin, stop.
The words sent a chill down his spine as he slowly opened his eyes and looked down at
the beautiful woman beneath him. He felt his stomach drop as dread slammed into
him.
He d just seriously fucked up.
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